でんせつがせくしです。

BOREDBOREDBORED ^OO^

2007-08-10T06:13:03Z

I wish I had a video camera~ I'd be made of crack and win and *___*

But I don't have one. T_____T

ONE DAY I WILL D<

I got my picture license in the mail today. o__o

Could have looked worse...considering I was living on 3 hours of sleep. xD

PARTAAAHHH

2007-07-31T20:02:41Z

I got my license O__O

Lookout! I'm on the road. n__n

lol

My dad left today to go to Las Vegas =(

Won't see him until Sunday...

I woke up at 12 today *__*

Never live off 3 hours of sleep.

You'll feel like shit.

Trust me.

Muy Preocupada~

2007-07-29T23:40:23Z

o__o tomorrow i go in to get my driver's license.

I'm scared.

XDDD

Then I get to put it to use on Saturday. @__@ I gotta drive myself to Mandy's house that day~...alone...o__o

I'm gunna be dressed as the Grim Reaper too.

You better believe I'll be blasting Dir en grey or something LOL >D

I have no idea where I'll park though. o__o there's like no room on her street. XD

Shit~ I gotta make her present *__*

Maybe I should draw her something?

I'm gunna make her some CDs~

Lately I was hooked on Hana Kimi~ But I finished the Taiwan version. D: I'm waiting for the next Japanese episode X3 heheh

yo ho ho

2007-07-19T01:25:44Z

and stuff

I want to get Gazette's new album and live DVD...

SO BAD IT ALMOST HURTS!

XD

I just watched their new mv.

=0 It was odd...

I don't get it...

But Ruki is all...gangsta or something. XDDD

It amused me~

So yesterday I went bowling with friends~ Megan, Lauren, and Lisa. We had a fun time. We would yell "THUNDER CATS HOOOO" when bowling. XDD Afterwards we went to Cicis...8D All cool.
But I think all the mental stress caught up with me... =/ At least I'm feeling better now~ ^o^ My driving thing was sorted out. That means I should be getting a license soon =DDD and then i can apply for jobs...yeeii... >.>;;

mhmm

2007-07-18T06:02:05Z

Crying is good.

Crying is great.

Crying makes me feel better.

Crying refreshes...

I still feel a bit down but...

Emi helped cheer me up a bit <3

Maybe sleep will help with the rest....

n________n

2007-07-12T00:00:50Z

So like...I celebrated Chulie's birthday yesterday. mhmm.

Staring at his nekkidness and such.

<3

Spent half of my night watching...

WHAT?

DBSK VIDEOS?

WHAT IS THIS BLASPHEMY?

I dunno I guess I was super bored so I amused myself with DBSK sucking helium. =/

I lol'ed.

Then watched some Suju videos to redeem myself.

All is well.

HO SNAPPLE JUICE

2007-07-05T01:03:51Z

I'm posting IN MY OWN JOURNAL as MYSELF and about ME. 8DDD lolz Doesn't happen much anymore~ Well 4th of July today. =/ whoopdeedo. I'm drinking tea too @___@

Ew I gotta go to the dentist EARLY IN THE FUCKING MORNING DX

WRYYYYYYYYY

life just...isn't fair. D:

o__o I'm...posting...?

2007-06-26T04:54:59Z

so like...

I was thinking of writing some shit

but I can't think of what

so here goes~

I went bowling today

and beat my mom in two games.

I haven't bowled in years

lol

I've been slacking on my writing because the will to write has escaped me...

I've been reading my mom's book, Naked in Death by J.D. Robb...

it's pretty cool

lotsa sex though

LOL

but most people like that about books

XDD

I'm amazed she's even letting me read it.

*shrug* it's pretty cool to be able to talk to your mom about a book both of you have read. o__o

I've never been able to do that with either of my parents.

My family left town...

woot

and I drove without my permit

o__o good thing i wasn't pulled over

damn~

XD

I gotta be more careful about that~

I wish I wouldn't have any more dreams about school T___T

hopefully tonight will be different!

WUT NOW BISH

2007-06-20T05:51:29Z

yo wazzup homiez
yeayuh thaz rite thaz rite
i be gitten a new dew 2morrow so yall betta luk out
i be bringin down the hizzouse yall lol

my wifey n' twin THE BIG E
yeah we git n' down lol
finally got to tlk to each udda today
she been workin' 2 much ya know
been gettin withdrawals lol

family iz comin ova on the Fri.day.
gotta clean mah shit n stuff
dun want no mess
yall niggaz kno wut i b tlkn bout lol
family so hard to impress
but i b REPRESENTIN

Am I such a horrible person?

2007-06-15T17:44:14Z

Thing is, my friend (who I haven't seen since school ended) wanted me to go see Nancy Drew with her today. Now, if you know me you know that's not my type of movie. So I declined. But later two people pretty much told me I'm a horrible person because of it. Every time this friend had asked if I wanted to do something I pretended I was busy, or really was busy, or I missed her call. I felt bad about missing both her calls but it couldn't be helped.

The thing is...this friend of mine...isn't one of those people you hang out with alone. He/she isn't all that exciting, you know? So I decided to make up for it by asking him/her if she wanted to hang out next week, which we will. It'll be boring but as my mom and her friend told me; I gotta suck it up.

in other news...I got new meds for my acne. o__o It looks like peptobismo. XDD It tastes horrible. I got super tired and almost got a fever yesterday after taking it. So I guess we'll find out if it's the medysin's fault. *just took it again* @___@

ENVY

2007-06-11T19:39:36Z

I wish I could draw morbid stuff. ;___;

So like, I'm gunna practice until I'm actually able to draw decent. 8D Then I'll have to start practicing blood splats n' shit. Oh yes~ I love morbidity ^o^

That doesn't mean I wanna kill people. T___T just remember that.

Though my dad finally realized that I hate everyone in some way. XDD Took him a few years. He says I need to get over that. =/ How can I get over hating people when they give me reasons to hate them? I can't help it. I blame Middle school. Everyone always had a hidden agenda. Maybe that's why I'm such a hater.

D:

2007-06-10T00:17:54Z

I'm alone...

I'm seeing things...

and I'm hungry.

SUMMMERRR

2007-06-06T01:32:56Z

is boring

eh?

2007-05-29T18:57:21Z

I'm a senior. o__o

se7entea @ 2007-05-22T20:18:00

2007-05-23T01:18:15Z

HUH???

WHA-??

WHERE AM I? D:

hey you

2007-05-20T23:00:25Z

I've been having dr pepper withdrawls.
D:

and Madonna is all

"Hey you, save yourself, don't rely on anyone else."

and I'm all

"MADONNA! I'LL DIE WITHOUT DR PEPPER. T__T"

it's futile

wut

2007-05-17T00:35:35Z

WHAT'S A THIGY? DDD:

I may never know~

blah

2007-05-16T23:59:54Z

school seems to be dragging out.

I wish it'd be over already!

Aaron got suspended.

haha

Saw that coming.

Concert

2007-05-13T03:09:57Z

The concert went fairly well. We messed up a few times but no biggie. I watched the video my mom took of it and I looked pissed the whole time. XDD I really didn't mean to look that way but the lighting kinda played into it too. My friends and I sat behind the 2nd curtain and would bring out our cellphones when they turned off the lights and tell horror stories. 8D lol When the lights came back on we'd dance around to the other choir songs. It was pretty boring but we found ways to entertain ourselves. We got good seats to view the guys if you know what I mean. 8D

It was tiring though. All that standing @__@ I've been a couch potato all day. I got my dad to buy my mom flowers for mother's day. And I plan to make her a little sumthin sumthin for tomorrow. XD it'll be stupid but hey~ at least it's something. ^o^ She's going to cook hamburgers tomorrow. @__@ totally looking forward to it.

Our state test scores come out next week. O__O I can't wait to get a hold of mine. I get my SAT scores the week after. Then school will be almost over! OMG! D: I think I might actually miss school a tiny bit. I'm not looking forward to the summer either. But I'm also glad I'm leaving school. There was just too much drama this year. I need to get peoples' numbers and shiz~ maybe I'll do that on monday.

Reasons I hate my lit mag teacher

2007-05-01T23:11:34Z

She's...well...a bitch...how? omg I can't even begin to explain. First she tells us repeatedly WITH A FUCKING ATTITUDE "Well, you guys better get to work, cuz it IS a grade." You may think "big deal?" WELL. WE ARE DOING OUR FUCKING WORK AND EVERY FIVE SECONDS SHE HAS TO REMIND US THAT IF WE DON'T GET TO WORK WE'LL FAIL. I mean, wtf WE ARE working. T__T Then she leaves the room with some guy watching over us for half the class period. WE WERE QUIET THE WHOLE TIME. A few seconds before she came back some people started talking. She walked in and was all "T__T I AM ANGRY WITH YOU."

everyone: ?
Her: I come back to see chaos! I can't leave you for a second. How rude? How can you embarrass me like that in front of someone?
everyone:?
She didn't even bother to ask us if we were talking the whole time. And that dude must've fucking lied and said we were. She was pissed at us the rest of the time. First of all, it's fucking last period. Everyone's tired and no one wants to be there. We should be considered fucking angels for even being considerate when she's not around the classroom. But to her, asking your friend about how a word is spelled is equal to being rude to the teacher = WRITE THAT KID UP AND SEND THEM TO THE OFFICE. Like that's as bad as punching another kid. I swear...I mean, if she's got home problems and that's what's making her bitchy, it doesn't give her a right to be a bitch to us. =/

also to note after my rant.
A considerable amount of people were VERY bitchy today. I dun get it. It's that time of the month for me and I'm fine. =/ My day was great, even after I discovered gum on my shirt. XD Except my Lit. Mag. teacher ruined my evening, after ranting I'm all good~

Mom's back

2007-04-29T22:44:11Z

So I saw Hot Fuzz yesterday. Despite all the cramps I experienced throughout the whole thing (i swear they hurt so bad I almost cried) that movie was fucking awesome. XD I loled the whole time.

It felt great getting away from my mom for a while. Which is weird. Usually I'm all *WITHDRAWS* but this time it felt great. @__@ Today my dad and I spent some time together, discussing many things that I'm glad we got to discuss about. I almost starting crying at one point, I wonder if he noticed. XD It's that time of the month after all. @__@

But damn I got a new record on how much I can eat at Blanco Cafe. My dad was ordering for me 3 tacos and 2 enchiladas. The waitress looked at him like "o___o? For HER?" XDD and I must say, I ate it ALL along with an extra tortilla. @__@ I thought I was gunna burst =D

Holy shit my layout is bein bitchy. D:

Mom's back now...and I actually wished she'd be gone longer. I feel bad for thinking that but it's true. =/

And Emi has work now. TT___TT I'M HAVING EMI WITHDRAWS~!

My substitute

2007-04-26T21:50:35Z

Since Emi is busy and I don't want to bother her, LJ is my next choice. ^o^

So I get in the car and my mom's telling me how some kid pissed her off. She proceeds to flip off almost every car that comes near us and I laughed and said "damn mom, you got some road rage." Bad mistake. Next thing I know she's yelling at me and my side is in pain from her strong right arm. Then there's a long silence...When we're closer to home she proceeds to hit me again and yells at me. I was so tempted to tell her to stop the car and let me walk home but I lived through the rest of the ride. So once we got to the driveway she told me to get out and I said "gladly," hurrying out as fast as I could. She closed the garage door behind me. Knowing her, she probably sat out there to cry. That's how she lets out her frustration. She was out there quite a while. She's upstairs now, probably crying more, who knows. I'm gunna ask my dad to invest in a punching bag cuz I'm sick of being her substitute for that. She was supposed to eat lunch with my friends and me tomorrow. I dunno if I want her to now. She's leaving town this weekend. I think she needs it. Too bad she's not going today instead. She might need that too.

And sadness insues

2007-04-24T00:29:14Z

We aren't going to A-kon.

TT___TT

BWUAHAHAHA

2007-04-21T03:05:33Z

STATE TESTING IS OVER

BWUAHAHAHA

I wrote all over my teacher's dry erase board. XD

She let me because I'm such a teacher's pet.

She said next year she'd fake illness and go to the hospital to escape the state testing. XDDDD

<33333

I BETTER GO TO A-KON THIS YEAR! O__O OMG! ANCAFE WILL BE THERE! *SPAZZES*

State testing @__@

2007-04-20T01:30:14Z

*brain dead*